God, life has suddenly sped up and slowed down and twisted and turned and thrown me off a rollercoaster.
I am definitely heading home, but for more reasons now and in a different way. I don't really wish to go into it with too much detail on the "why".
I'm selling my car (a friend will buy it - she wants a car desperately), giving away most of my possessions, and then flying back around the fifteenth. Pretty excited actually. I can't wait to be home and with my family, away from the stress.
I will say this: it feels like it did when I was in junior high and thought everyone hated me. I was feeling nearly suicidal and tired and scared all the time. I didn't want to do anything, didn't want to think about the future because it surely was as depressing as that current time. At least, this time around, I am mature enough to know it's going to end, and that I have other options - I can get out of this. I at least have that, and that's a saving grace.
Anyways, I just wanted to update this blog. See y'all later.
-Katie
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